loving you was easy
you made me fall so deeply
you made me weak in the knees
begging you please
please don’t leave
I don’t want to grieve
it’s like losing my best friend
can we not just mend
I can forgive
but I also don’t want to relive
relive knowing what you did to me
you thought you were out on a spree
you knew it would hurt me
so why
why for a guy
you got me so high
made me buy
but you wanted to act like you were some spy
sneaking around corners to lie
just to self advertise
I’ve given you so much love
but you just wanna shove
you’re pretending not to care
but I know losing my love made you feel bare
and we had so much to share
you were willing to lose this
you knew what you were gonna miss
but you still left me with a kiss
then you turned cold
put your head down making that gold
you were scared to be controlled
but that wasn’t me
I would’ve dropped to one knee
but you thought the worst
and I was your first
first woman
we even went to Brooklyn
I was never like the others
I know I was the best out of your past lovers
even got us under covers
but you lost that
at a drop of a hat
made me feel like some mat
thought you were sent from above
I just wanted healthy love
you took advantage
But I was still thinking of marriage
but I’m too good to be tossed around
so have fun with your rebound
they will never love you like I did
that’s something you’ll tell your kid
but I’ll be okay
I would’ve stayed
because I prayed
prayed to forgive you
and man that was hard to do
but I’m not angry
I’m sorry about the burden you’ll have to carry
you know you’re lost
those eyes are so glossed
by the waves you’re being tossed
but I hope you don’t forget about me
I thought I was lucky number three
but I know I hold the key
the key to your heart
that I saw as art
no one will cherish you like I have
it makes me laugh
I deserve better
but you can keep my sweater
I’m looking at my come back story
all I know is that I’m in the Lords glory
looking at what’s next for me
I’m smiling with glee
the Lord has a better plan
I got my clan
but I hope you’re doing alright
I pray you see the light
and I promise you, it’ll be bright
